Just one of those days.
I've been having bad dreams lately, basically involving my fear of abandonment. I had another one this morning and I can still feel it just hanging over me. Also, I'm really, really ready to be out of this job and into another one, but the logistics of that are stressful. Everyone knows you should never quit the job you have without having a new one to go to. But I hate, hate, hate the idea of having to sneak around and lie about looking for a new job. I'm a terrible liar. And it feels so disrespectful and dishonest to me, and I don't want to do it. But I don't want to end up out on my ass without anywhere else to go either. Also, my half birthday is on Sunday. And I didn't really plan anything, and several of the people that I most want to celebrate with are out of town or otherwise unavailable. And I know it's not even my real birthday, but I still feel...
All of this just comes down to "complain!" and "pity party!" I know this. But there it is.
Blah.
Thursday, June 12, 2008
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I feel you on the job thing. At my last job, I put in my notice even without another job waiting because the stress was giving me health problems. Sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do. I hope things work out for you. I know your situation is no fun.
Thanks, Shelby! I'll figure it out. I think I've just hit my limit of tolerence for where I am and don't have the patience to wait anything out anymore. But yeah, I will do what I gotta do! :)
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